txt: maybe I have concerns I want to talk out with a trusted friend because I don’t want to worry you!
txt: maybe I don’t know what to say
txt: people change. I don’t know if I have the confidence to assume that I can be part of your life. I don’t know if it can stretch to accommodate me.
txt: you didn’t even tell me you were going to get them!
txt: when Namjoon asked if I knew beforehand, I didn’t know what to say
txt: I thought you’d given up on the idea. Or that you were going to wait.
txt: but I’m not your keeper. Don’t worry, I’m not trying to say that you need to tell me stuff like that.
txt: you know what, I was right. If I’d raised these concerns, we’d have quarreled just like we are now.
txt: and don’t use that word. Please.